Papa bought a
new car today
Nothing is new
or un-usual in this, thousands of people do that everyday.
But that also
means that our old –twenty year old faithful ambassador has to be replaced. It
will be sold to some random junkyard.
Bhaiya scolds me for
getting attached to people, things , places ,rented houses so much so that I
almost sound like the same 3 year old who sat on the back seat of the blue
gypsey, with a basket full of toys on the lap and thick tears rolling down the
cheeks, when we were getting shifted from the one BHK rented home to our own
newly constructed home. I was getting all the more emotional because everyone
else was happy and laughing at me.
Same way I
felt and behaved when I was leaving my hostel room at Nora Nivas or that one
BHK home at Shahpur Jat.
Not that I was
always a sissy baby crying foul every time, my emotions were always in my
control. In fact I controlled my tears on my vidaai even when
everyone else was deeply crying. It was because Papa could have broke down
emotionally very badly, being a chronic hypertension patient he is.
It is only
after my life has gone hay where three
years and a few months down the marriage lanes , that I have become
emotional and tears well up very easily. When nothing turns up according to
you, you can do nothing but cry! To the heart’s content.
Anyways…That
White Ambassador…
Twenty years
back she came in our
lives…
She has been a
witness to our daily hustle bustle and internal strife.
We called her Dhanno because she
served us so faithfully upright.
Normally ,
politicians and officials use ambassador to depict power.
For us she was
epitome of space adjustment wherein even six seven of us could fit in and she
would not even binge or cackle.
Her hoarse
engine noise would sometimes make my mum frown,
But then she
laughed because someone would come and say that Dhanno has made Papa
and all of us renowned in that small town.
Be it my
driving lessons that bhaiya gave on
aerodrome or the long drive along the koyal river, Dhanno was always there.
Rocky
terrains, village , mountains and hills, Papa and me have both worked socially
and un-ceremonously alighting in
and out of her.
Driving her at
the speed of twenty I had made my Grandma proud.
She actively
witnessed me bid adieu after marriage and bhabhi was warmly welcomed.
Travelling
everyday to college universities and intellectual shrines everyday with Papa,
I have a
feeling she must have become ‘half professor’ by now on honoraria !
Even More than
all of us, she has served my parents well.
But its time
to fare her well.
Makes me
remind that Everything comes with an imprinted expiry date.
Beyond that nothing stays, neither you, nor
me, neither Dhanno , nor her
story.
Because Sun
sets on the horizon in all its glory.
PRACTICALLY
EVERYDAY!!!