some enlightment

1. I'm not a self proclaimed winner, leader or an ambitious brat, yet sometimes people misconstrue me. May be appearances deceive them. I like to be with myself most of the time.
2. Although I have volumes of friends around me, and many consider me their very good friend, yet there are very few people on this earth, whom I've ever confided myself fully.
3. I used to be a little foolish , sentimental and easy to move lass few years back, but some circumstances have metamorphised me into a cold hearted being.
4. I love the time I spend back at home because ,then I dont need any pretendance[nominal which I pose otherwise]. So , while some consider me rude, -because I prefer not to put any mask, some consider me a dumb. But nonetheless, I'm happy with my all images.
5. I'm ever-ready to help,but people are not always happy to take things positively.That turns out to be a major turn off for me. Its then that I prefer to recoil myself into my own shell.
6. I'm bored of understanding people's whimsical fancies and egoistic approach. I dont know but may be I've a certain amount of dignity which I always try and preserve,which according to me is not at all 'ego'.