De-Fragmentatation 2

Life is not full of goodness alone. It changes and that change is so rapid that you got to be really agile to catch up , otherwise you may break your heart and mental balance, unfortunately,both of which are so fragile.

• Due to some unfavourable circumstances winds around you do not blow accordingly.
• You start liking Thomas Hardy and his pessimistic works. So much so that your thoughts become pessimistic too. Many a times you look and act depressed.
• You start hating yourself. From a vivacious and extrovert you transition into being an introvert who likes being with oneself.
• New school, new environment doesn't suits you and you hate everyone around.
• You suffer from some physical ailments too like migraine, typhoid etc and once being caught in high fever of 102-105 degrees for around 22 days, you go into delirium and scream while asleep, 'where have you brought me, leave me alone, I don't like this new place! " Heights of loneliness and frustration!! It sucks.
• You start writing poetry's, that too with some impossible imaginations and difficult to comprehend meanings. You do not want anyone to understand them.
• You feel like you are bound in some chain. Now even after understanding, you do not have ample guts to come out of it. It seems you would decay into that muddle.
• Talking about dark clouds, everything around appears dark. No silver linings at all.
• Your brain and heart has reached a saturation point. Neither can they take more pain , nor can they understand and learn new things.
• You feel friendless and have not a single ear to confide with. You cannot speak even, at such a time when you just want to scream and shout out of anger.
• Something serious should be done to cure. Even the luck stops favouring you, by far it is the more deceitful friend one can have. It leaves your side first of all at the mere indication of bad times!
• Then some guardian angels come to your rescue! Your own parents being one of them. Not only they analyse your whole condition in detail, but also find out a way for you. They pamper you, care for you. Love finally eats away all your evil side.
• Till now you have been worshipping almighty for the sake of tradition . But now you have indeed become spiritual. Someone up beyond human limits is there who has a calculation of all your tears and pain. He makes new path for you everyday.
• When good times did not last longer, how could bad ones last! It ends and you are uplifted.
• The life of extremities finished. First it was extremely good, serene and happy, then it metamorphosed into extremely sad one. Now ultimately it finished. No more of extreme extravagant way of leading life.
• Life moves on!!